[Atsushi feels helpless and frustrated, like he once again isn't good enough for anything. It reminds him of the times when he their own abilities attacked them, or when - even despite his powers - he just wasn't strong enough. Eventually, the fight against Fukuchi comes to mind, and Atsushi pressed his eyes shut, wanting to push that memory away. His hand lets go of the flask and turns a little, reaching for Akutagawa's fingers. At least this way he can feel that the other is still there. Is still alive. This one didn't die on that boat, right? Right??]
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Eventually, the fight against Fukuchi comes to mind, and Atsushi pressed his eyes shut, wanting to push that memory away.
His hand lets go of the flask and turns a little, reaching for Akutagawa's fingers.
At least this way he can feel that the other is still there. Is still alive. This one didn't die on that boat, right? Right??]
.... So what happens when I drink this?